Hari ini hari jadi anak saya yang pertama.. mari saya cerita kisah anak saya yang berusia 8 tahun ini......
Yassmine Rudin Azreen
Kenapa Yassmine with double 's'?.. semasa saya mengandungkan dia, ada snippet from a paper cerita seorang palestinian teenage girl yang bernama Yassmeen.. saya tak berapa pasti mengenai apa, but definitely cerita struggle palestinan people.. it's got to do dgn jenayah yang orang israel tuduh the girl doing.. but I'm not really sure anymore.. there's sort of hazy memory in my head, but I rather not tell it because I'm not so sure..
that's how the name 'Yassmine' terpilih, hubby dude didn't like the 'Meen', so we adopt the "Mine'.. it was suppose to be Yassmine Josephine, as for Joseph, as for 'Yusuf'.. hehe, but nenek wa tak rock, she was so freak out takut cicit pertama dia nama macam pelik, we didn't adopt the full name we want, hahaha..oh, josephine juga adalah lagu me and hubby dude like.. :) ..
so, ketika itu, 2 first time parents, memilih nama ini supaya Yassmine will get thru all the struggle in her life, Yassmine for a bunga name too, wangi and comel, kerana bunganya kecil2, bunga yang white in color.. so that she stays pure..
Yassmine is always a dad's daughter.. sedari kecil, dia tersangat banyak ragam, saya selalu tak berdaya nak figure out what she wanted.. she cried a lot, and always refused to sleep, hubby dude will dukung dia, and berdiri sambil moving around so that the little Yassmine can go to sleep.. :) .. she always throw herself to her dad everytime hubby dude balik kerja.. hehe.. at time, rasa terpinggir for the bond those two have..
tapi bila Yassmine besar, she mirrored lots of me in her. The way she thinks, the little annoying things she does, selera makan, the way she talks.. hahaha, she's the little me.. ooohh, scary, hahaha..
hari ini, anak ini berusia 8 tahun.. and growing up soooo fast.. it's aching just trying to remember how small she was, and now she's happily living her life.. aching because when u tried to remember all things that's sweet, yer heart get this fast rythm, it sort of hurt, 'good' hurt, not 'bad' hurt, pernah rasa?.. hehe..
mama wishes u all the best in this world.. even you're always papa's daughter, you're mine too.. maybe sometimes I'm just this wired mom, who wanted to keep the household smooth and flow, and lots of bebel, that's just me being me.. no matter what, I love you..
oh, malam ni we got surprise cake for her, hahahaha