Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Misteri Kehilangan Boipren

Ini kisah benar.
anda pernah hilang wallet, dompet, henbeg, kunci kereta bukan?
tapi boipren pernah?
Mari ikuti kisah ini.

Kisah berlaku di tahun 2000.
lama tuuuuuu,
tapi mcm citer fairy tale yg mulanya 'once upon a time',
lagi lama....
LAGI BEST, O, O, O...... (mcm lagu iklan myvi perodua tuh)

seperti biasa, seorang awek nak pergi dating.
Dia baru lepas habis kelas di ITM.
maka berdesuplah dia pi naik keter racing karat yg disponsor dek bapanya.
nak pi fetch boipren yg sudah mula bekerja di salah sebuah kilang yang terletak di Kelang,
kilang yg banyak menjana ekonomi negara sejak tahun 70an lagi, achewah.

masa tu, henpon adalah barangan agak pricey dan tidak termampu dek awek itu untuk memunya walau dapat loan dari YPJ, maklumlah PTPTN baru aje nak mula masa-masa nih.
maka tokleh le koling-koling boipren sbelum datang jadi ke tak dating kat time sekian sekian...
maka main redah ajelah datang.

boipren pula agak workaholic,
walau tau hari itu hari dating,
masih lagi nak membanting tulang,

maka awek itu pun mnunggulah boiprennya pulang dari kerja.
tunggu punya tunggu,
dari minit, jadi puluh minit,
jadi jam jadi berejam..........
fed-up okeh....
fed-up gila,
maklumlah, darah masih muda.....

akhirnya boipren pun pulang dari kerja..
awek masam mencuka....
boipren masuk keter,
terus awek drive laju-laju sambil marah-marah boipren mnuju ke subang jaya....

sampai kat subang jaya,
minyak kereta pun nak habis,
maka singgah le kat stesen minyak nak isi..
masa ni dah start layan diri isi minyak,
maka awek pun masuk dalam pi bayar minyak keter..................

bila kluar stesen,
pi keter nak isi minyak..
tengok kat co-pilot seat macam takde orang...
'boipren isikan minyak agaknya,' detik si awek tadi...
tapi takde jugak..

'alemak, boipren aku ilang..'
memula awek nak ditch aje keter sebab tahu boipren sure walking distance kan,
taspi pikir lak kalau boipren dah naik bas balik, camna lak..
maka awek pun isilah minyak keter and start enjin..

'mana lak nak carik mamat nih'
hunch berkata pi la carik kat subang parade..
pusing kat sana terus nampak boipren kat depan SP..
lambai-lambai boipren dia pun masuk keter..

memula dedua diam...
tapi dalam hati awek, fuh lega, dah jumpa..
los and faun..

pas tuh tanya
'marah ke?'
boipren diam.

'kalau tak jumpa tadi camna?'
dia pun kata....
'u shud know where to find me'

subang parade adalah tempat pertama kitorang dating.. :)



Monday, July 25, 2011

thirteen years ago..

Thirteen years ago,
there was a sad moment for a couple,
a couple just as real as you and me,

a madly-in-love boy,
asked his special girl friend,
to come to his hostel,
if she can.....
'if you can,' he said.

but his hope was high.......
coz seeing means everything,
it's like a vitamin capsule given,
to make a body stronger,
for one more day ahead,

coz seeing,
it was like breathing in air,
vital, so vital,
having not means living not,

the girlfriend,
name is she a girlfriend,
but her mind thinks she is all free,
'if you can' means really if she could have make it,
for she cares for his feeling,
but not knowing that the harm of her simple act,
of not coming can bring a terrible aches,
a terrible terrible aches,
it hurts believe me,
if you had never feel this kind of aches,
i dare say that you never really truly fell in love,
for this i claim.

oh no,
this plot is thicker than that,
it was not because because she thinks she is free,
there was a force of other wicked heart,
dare not the story be told,
for that it might stir and ol'wound,

she was in a bus,
heading for other place,
but the route it's taken,
right in front of the stricken-in-love boy's hostel,

SHE DARE NOT HOLD HER HEAD UP,
for she fears she sees his face peeping from the window,
but from her seat,
sitting jittery,
she knew he was there,
waiting.......
looking at buses come and go..

he saw her,
'i see her i think'
'oh, she come, my love truly come'
'oh no, the bus moving, is she not in the bus?'

he waited but she never came...

but the ache was the most when he knows later,
it was her truly he saw in the bus,
.......................
why did you do this to me?

heart aches, heart aches,
learn one from heart aches,
the reason was lousy but the aches was real,
both learn a painful lesson,
one immediately,
one much later but painful it was still....

:(.....

moralnya
as much there is joy in love,
one can't run from pain while in love and loving....
kalau asyik ingat happy,
sesekali ingat sedihnya,

BIASALAH, BULAN TUJUH KAN BULAN ANNIVERSARY, SO SAYA TERJADI SAPPY LAK, HAHAHAHAAA

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

2 chick flowers, a precious stone and a celebrity obsession..

lama gila tak update,
naik lupa lak the groove nak writes..

okaylah..
secara rasminya,
saya dah berjaya menambah seorang lagi puteri dalam koleksi anak-anak saya.. :)
syabas inspektor shaab.. heheee, malangnya aku bukan polis..

as the entry title... 2 chick flowers, a precious stone and a celebrity obsession..
tu kira-kiranya conclusion nama anak-anak sayalah..

yg sulung kan namanya YASSMINE.. kan ke nama bunga jasmin

yg kedua kan ke namanya SORAYA DEAN, kan ke nama celebrity yg hubby obsess, err to her name aje..

yg ketiga kan namanya NADRAH JADE, kan ke precious stone.. walau kalau dapat namakan anak diamond lagi gila precious, hahahahaaa

and the newest addition..

ZAHRA ROSE, another flower, just like her oldest sister, just like me.. rose wangi, sedap, cantik mata memandang, pautan hati ramai orang.. zahra maksudnya YG BERSERI..



the last 6 months spent eventfully.. during my eight month of pregnancy, there was a news bout my husband's colleague punya wife death due to complication masa delivery.. anak ke-4, sama mcm saya.. it scares me out of my wit,

zahra rose delivered by c-section..
because she was huge..
all 4.5kg of her..
don't ask me how i manage to grew her that big in my stomach..
the only thing i remember,
zahra jeling manja kat kita masa nurse tunjukkan dia kat kita..
while doctors sebok stitching me back..
i longed to hug her but she was taken away.. kerna perlu monitor kerna dia too big...
patutkah?.. hahahaaaa
and there i was at around 3 am..
nak terlelap (sebab local bius aje kat tulang blakang, so takdelah pengsan)
but takut sebab ingat kalau lelap nanti termati lak,
tak mampu lagi nak menghadap SI PENCIPTA..
sebab amal tak cukup..
and asyik ingat kat anak2..

and when finally they stiched me back, i was monitored kat bilik yg sejuk,
sampai ketaq2 tak boleh belah..
sambil dengaq 2 nurse dok ngumpating rakan sekerja...
i wished at least i knew which person they are ngumpating..
so it made it all worth while..
ear-full of senseless ngomel kat telinga i..
sambil i main laga gigi..
n dorang buat tak kisah..
n i still rasa malaikat maut so near to me...
just waiting..
the nod from THE DIVINE

and when finally bila nurse dari wad datang nak ngambik i bawak ke wad..
dia dok tekan2 perut i,
sambil kata dia ni bleeding nih..
tiba2 kekecohan,
dok panggil doktor..
and i was jab don't know where..
and there was slight disagreement bout who should report what on the report..
while i was again..
pondering this might be the time..
my final goodbye..
my final last breath on earth..

yet,
here i am,
typing this experience..
i didnt say a simple thank you to any of those there..
walaupun it sounded like one wrecking experience..
i still have these last 20 days breathing more air..
finally looking at zahra and dapat cium peluk dia..
priceless i must say..
spending more time with my family..
i hope many more years to come...

to see my daughters akad..
to see their first boyfriends,
to be there when their hearts broken, just to be a mom..

to see they pursue dreams,
to see they be tough every time curve ball been given,

dalam 20 hari lepas zahra lahir,

i get to see yassmine dapat number 4 sekolah rendah dan agama,
got gold medal for lompat jauh and 4x200 rally.
bronze for lompat tinggi..
min and soraya went for rombongan to aquaria and had a blast..
soraya got number 1 for sekolah agama and rendah..
and bronze for sukaneka..

and see nadrah being a caring sister..
yet jealous gila..
and been bullying her dad..
but rudin being rudin,
he let her kid do that..
just that she knows that he loves her much..

percayalah..
it is just priceless..

thanx for all the experience..
and now i am a proud owner of a scar..
on my belly..
rasa macam macho seh..